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// Are you depressed? Signs of depression//

Thom Adams

·         Depression creeped up on me and it took me a while to realize what it was. Depression doesn’t always strike you in the most obvious or glaring manners so I figure posting a list of things to be aware of might help some people. The first symptom that I can remember having is pessimism. I’ve always been pessimistic, but when I started having insomnia and stopped being passionate about writing and photography, I knew something was wrong. Basically if you find yourself not feeling like yourself for a long time, maybe it’s time for therapy. I also think frustration and general lack of being in touch with yourself and feeling good about your decisions can be signs of depression. Below is a list of the major signs and symptoms of depression. If you have more than two, talk to your doctors about recommending a good therapist.

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    • Persistent sad, anxious, or “empty” feelings
    • Feelings of hopelessness or pessimism
    • Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, or helplessness
    • Irritability, restlessness
    • Loss of interest in activities or hobbies once pleasurable, including sex
    • Fatigue and decreased energy
    • Difficulty concentrating, remembering details, and making decisions
    • Insomnia, early-morning wakefulness, or excessive sleeping
    • Overeating, or appetite loss
    • Thoughts of suicide, suicide attempts
    • Aches or pains, headaches, cramps, or digestive problems that do not ease even with treatment.

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Found this photography project on StumbleUpon. Currently digging through old pictures to find ones that I can reenact.

http://irinawerning.com/back-to-the-fut/back-to-the-future/

Found this photography project on StumbleUpon. Currently digging through old pictures to find ones that I can reenact.

New therapist starting today. I hope this one isn’t so condescending. I am taking some time away from friends and intense social situations. Maybe it doesn’t work this way for everyone, but I think being alone for a bit will help me appreciate what I need to do and sell me on the idea of doing it. I know I drink too much. I teeter back and forth between having an issue with it and wanting to fix it and giving in to it. In the meantime, writing and photography are great ways to refocus my energy.

In completely unrelated news, this is pretty ridiculous: http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2012/06/13/BAF01P1GIH.DTL

If your daughter had a pimp, would you kill him? I might.

Had about four of these today and some delicious vegan thai food.

Had about four of these today and some delicious vegan thai food.

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